Yet another day of same place same people too much of same-ness, I'm feeling like a drag bigtime! Its not that there is something that I want to do and can't do, its just that ive reached the stage where I don't feel like doing anything at all...its a scary thing! Constant pursuation of adrenaline rush is injurious to life in general. Every time I have felt like this I went and did something whacky just to stir things up and it ended up being a big mess to sort out afterwards...so from previous experience now I know its not the greatest idea...indulgence in addictive things doesn't help either...I guess for now, like a machine, I'll keep pushing forward to see the light someday!